Mar 06, 2005 11:54
They play is over finally. It wasnt really until last night after it was all over that I finally started to feel accomplished. I wish I could have gotten more out of it though...I hope i get more out of it in the future.
Im glad I got to see my brother this weekend cause he hasnt been able to visit in a very long time. He might be moving to birmingham which would be wonderful. Im so relieved to see him happy again.
Its sunday. I really dont know what to think right now. This past week Ive never felt so far away from the one person I have relied on so much in the past. Yes, I was angry and no, I dont expect anyone to understand. However, I am more scared than anything because Ive realized I no longer know what I can expect. Im just going to have to take a step back because as much as I would like to fix all of this I might just make it worse.
I like things to be chill. Chill is good. Besides the above mentioned....this weekend was pretty good. It makes me really happy when i get to talk to certain people. it makes me wonder....did it make them happy to talk to me?
Know what I mean?
Next weekend will be fun too. Would you like to join me?