Apr 11, 2007 23:08
hello, Im feeling grey
I have one reason that keeps me holding on, but you wouldn't know what that is. you never ask. thats not bad, cause Im afriad to answer. Is that self explainitory? It's sometimes just like sleeping.curling up inside my private tortures. I nestle into pain and hug suffering. I play dead, it stops the hurting. AND THEN I remember, and everything changes. Stand up. I've got to manage! and then I fall in love all over again
I can't wait to be alone, and travel through cities and ride trians and meet so many different people and hear stories. ANd then leave, and move and move and move. ALONE with miles of paper to write on. And keep going on until I find someone as restless as me
in a forrest pitch-dark
glowed the tiniest spark
it burst into flame
like me