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I decided- I want to go to the beach while its raining.
and I've been feeling warm lately. But only when Im alone. Otherwise, I can't be the way I see myself around others. I want to be. But I have no idea how to say whats in my head. How do you do that so easily? How are you honest? I don't want to care. I want to breath. And I want to be able to ask everything I've been wondering.
I don't know.
I just want things to change.
I guess I just don't want to be afraid to live. as corny as it sounds
and I've been feeling warm lately. But only when Im alone. Otherwise, I can't be the way I see myself around others. I want to be. But I have no idea how to say whats in my head. How do you do that so easily? How are you honest? I don't want to care. I want to breath. And I want to be able to ask everything I've been wondering.
I don't know.
I just want things to change.
I guess I just don't want to be afraid to live. as corny as it sounds