of course its your dicision...
So I want some Coffee from the nakeD lounge right now... but Im not in sacramento....
but really if your ever in Sac, go there. Or better yet I'll take you myself, cause the coffee is.....beautiful. Even though old creeps hang out there that just go to stair at the noody pictures....But we do it for the coffee...
Dear loves,
Im going to miss you all so much. I wish you were all like those little treasures children find, shove them in their pockets and can take them anywhere.
Im getting frusterated. I thought I was.... dang it I don't..... think sometimes. I just don't know if it will ever be over. Im sorry I shut you out so much. You didn't need that, I miss you here now. Everything I held on to is two winters away from me. So much could have happened. I wonder sometimes, about you, if we went through with it..... where would we be? I can never let go of any of you, and GOD this breaks my heart. I can't stop this enduring ache, like what you said to me. Did you ever get where you were going? Are you happy? I wnat to leave you in a permanent position so that no fear of harm will ever cause me to be afraid for your heart. I love you. I really do. Each of your simple palms and faces. I can't let that hatch fall, to lock a way that always leads to you. If it did.... oh God when it does...
maybe I'll be ok
someday when its all over, that will be such a huge victory. I mean when we're home.
but still sometimes I get this longing to just call you and talk to you again, like simple people. I want to sit with someone soon....and talk...no covering up, I want to be real and honest... why are people afraid of honesty? about life... about love, about whatever ails us or encourages us to wake up in the morning. God Im so homesick for company like that...
but really if your ever in Sac, go there. Or better yet I'll take you myself, cause the coffee is.....beautiful. Even though old creeps hang out there that just go to stair at the noody pictures....But we do it for the coffee...
Dear loves,
Im going to miss you all so much. I wish you were all like those little treasures children find, shove them in their pockets and can take them anywhere.
Im getting frusterated. I thought I was.... dang it I don't..... think sometimes. I just don't know if it will ever be over. Im sorry I shut you out so much. You didn't need that, I miss you here now. Everything I held on to is two winters away from me. So much could have happened. I wonder sometimes, about you, if we went through with it..... where would we be? I can never let go of any of you, and GOD this breaks my heart. I can't stop this enduring ache, like what you said to me. Did you ever get where you were going? Are you happy? I wnat to leave you in a permanent position so that no fear of harm will ever cause me to be afraid for your heart. I love you. I really do. Each of your simple palms and faces. I can't let that hatch fall, to lock a way that always leads to you. If it did.... oh God when it does...
maybe I'll be ok
someday when its all over, that will be such a huge victory. I mean when we're home.
but still sometimes I get this longing to just call you and talk to you again, like simple people. I want to sit with someone soon....and talk...no covering up, I want to be real and honest... why are people afraid of honesty? about life... about love, about whatever ails us or encourages us to wake up in the morning. God Im so homesick for company like that...