May 24, 2005 12:33
Ok, so i had an extremely long weekend, and this is how it went.
On friday i worked untill 10 ish. Then i went to go see episode III which was just unbelievable. Ive herd all about the symbolisms in the movies but for some reason it was like this one was a huge slap in the face, almost a romantic tragedy something Shakespeare would write, nontheless it was awsome and i hope he makes 7,8,and 9 even if i have to wait 20 years. so i got home from that about 1:30 ish. I still needed to talk to amamnda about where she lived in Braintree so i could drive there in the morning. Turns out im driving to Ashleys, no biggie. So i get up at 7, shower and get ready to go. I leave about 8:15 and i toatally forgot to stop for gas, but i had half a tank so no big deal i'll get it in Braintree. Well i found her house perfectlly, but i drove right by it. So im searching for a place to turn around and i get all confused, some jackoff in a mercedes is beeping at me so i just pull into a bank parking lot. Amanda calls and is like oh! your right down the street! Literally i was. I had just passed her house again without noticing. So i make it there and we get in her car and drive to Mansfield for the Kiss Concert ( not Kiss the band, kiss 108). We got there at 10:35 and the gates don't even open untill 12. So it was a miserable day rainy and cold, so we waited outside in the cold. Amanda had like 2 sweatshirts and 2 jackets on, she was alll set. So they let us in and we all run to get good seat b/c we were on the lawn. We ended up getting pretty good seats- considering. So we all just sat around and waited for the concert to start at 1:30. We walked around and got free stuff. There was one booth called the Venus razor booth and they were having a contest for the best leggs for a chance to meet Gwen stephani, so ashley and i joined for fun. Some of these girls had skirts and shorts on in the 50 degree rainy weather! iditots. So we did it and the jugedes were pointing at ash and me but they went with this girl who stuffed all kinda of venus promotional fliers in her boots and pockets....freakin produc placement, and this girl who had No DOUBT tatooed on her neck, ok she deserved it.
But later as the concert was going on i was exhausted from my 5 hour sleep last night so i wrap up in blankets and lay down to take a nap during Good Charlott ( no a huge fan of the Charlott). SO im just about to fall a sleep and i hear this god awful noise. a voice screaming. "GET UP!!! GET UP!! GET UP GETYUP GETUP!!" So i open my eyes to tell whoever is yelling to shut up b/c i wasn't in a very good mood, and likle a foot away from my face is this drunk chick. "get up theres a concert going on!!" i was rippin. I was like no thanks and layed back down she kept screaming Wussy! so i was like ok good charlott suckes and i worked till 1 am then drove her at 7 so would you please shut the f--- up!?. then she was all nice like ok cool... where are you from?? i wanted to hit her swear to god if there wasn't a 9 year old little girl next to me i would have. But eventualy they left. And we went to the bathroom. I never knew how having to pee could so infiluence you mood. when we came back i was like 10X's better. i acctually started enjoying myself- that and all the good bands come on. Black eyed peas were awsome. Fergi - so beautiful and she was sporting a red sox shirt. Then Akon and baby bash were there, Frankie J he has an great voice. Then...gavin Degraw he sounds So good live and he walked through the crowd. Howie Day played - hes really the reason i went i <3 him SO much. Rob thomas was there too, he was kinda boring b/c no one really knew his songs execpet "lonly no more". THen Gewn played she changed like 5 times but it was good, and the close - get this- Will Smith. I thought he was awsome. He sang like two new songs but then busted out the oldies i felt like it was summer of 98 again. Oh yea and he definatly sang the fresh Prince theme. Oh yea i also met a storm trooper, he smelt great : )
So Ashley's boyfriend picks us up and we head home to braintree got a little turned around for a sec, but we made it back. Then im leaving ashleys and i realize i never got gas. I'm like on the verge of those little red warning lines. So i look for the Shell staion Ben told me would be opened. but it wasn't. THen i rry to find route 3 and i can't. All i can find is for 93 north and theres no way in hell im taking the chance of going into boston at 1 with no gas. So i pull over, and do the girl thing and cry. lol. i called my mom and she starts yelling at me! So i lied and said i new were route 3 was. So im all alone and i call ashley and she kinda tell me where to go, i found it eventually, so im on route 3 despretly needing gas. God or someone was watching over me b/c the very next exit - a 24 hour mobile. So i pull in and im just sitting here for a min preping myself to get out alone in weymouth at 1:30am. when theres a knock at me window, Scared the bejesus outta me. Turns out it wasn't a self serve, so i didn't even need to get out of my car. So im all fueled up and back on route 3. Thank God. I was shaking all the way home.
So Sunday. I get up and want to go to the gym. So i call a friend and there all "yea i'll meet you there im hanging out with someone right now but there leaving in like 10 mins" SO i go to the gym, and i run...1 mile....2 miles.....3 miles....4 miles.... and the jack A$$ never showed up. the gym closes in an hour and they never showed up. Not really a big deal, but when i get to my car, theres not even a phone call saying they wern't coming! So inconsiderate. So i call them up and say whats the deal? and they get all defensive and get mad at me!they went out to eat with thier other friends instead and didn't think it was a big deal. But the knife in the back is when they say they have nothing to be sorry for, and when they finally say it its like "geeze Im SORRY"
....and that my friedns is why you never give ex boyfriends a second chance at friendship. Im glad though, b/c i thought u know we could be friends, im not seeing any one so its ok if we hang out but screw that hes such a jerk, right then and there all the realtionship bagagge droped. Im not carring it anymore. it feels good to know im over him. Im moving foward looking for someone else, someone who treats a me right. its probably gunna take a while but in the end it will be worth it. So he's out there, ive just got to open my eyes and find him.
and thats how my weekend was. Heres to the week being much better