Let me die

Mar 03, 2004 16:34

I'm on my way home.
It's pouring rain.
The roads are filled in puddles.
The car keeps slipping.
I close my eyes.
It doesn't even scare me.
I wish for death now.
I just dont care anymore.
There's nothing here for me.
A life or death situation, really.
It's thundering and lightning.
And I have made it home.
I'm wishing even more.
Please strike me,
and save me from this place.
Do me this favor.
Take it for me.
But I make it to my room.
I start to stare at this bottle.
In my mind it's full of lovely pills.
There's no fear at all.
I pop the cap,
but nothing is in it.
I'm getting all angry,
wondering why everything is going wrong.
I'm punching walls and crying aloud.
I'm not crazy.
I just lost all hope in life.
Please take me where I belong.
Let me die, inside and out.
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