i'm back.
yes,
i am finally writing in this journal again. i have thought about starting up xanga, but we'll see. ah, and the time flies by again. the year started off kickin'.. as in mad ass work, and i'm still busy as all hell. i feel like i'm missing out on my college years of just having fun and not having a care in the world. but then again, who am i kidding, since when i do i get time off from not having to worry about something, usually finicially related? this year, my whole environment is different. the living situation i have known and have been comfortable in, and have loved, even through some of its negatives have been replaced with living with people whom i now hang out with constantly. while i had the same situation my previous 2 years here at NYU, this is different. these are my sisters, and quite frankly, while there are bonds, there is also a different kind of relationship, one where i'm not totally comfortable in with every single one of them. and quite frankly, living with 10 other fricking people is hard, very hard. and breaking in a new roommate whose living habits i don't know very well is another big task, one that i am not in the general mood or position to deal with as a junior. one of her most common tendancies annoy the living shit out of me, and so i don't appreciate it, even though i know its unintentional, but one which she does quite often. aside from that, my ten thousand responsibilities do not help to lighten my load, not to mention the living environment down here isn't too friendly. which is kind of surprising seeing as to how this dorm houses transfer students mainly. oh well, i guess enough ranting and raving of my living environment. but i just feel like i need to get out and meet new people and i am not getting to do that. i have neither the time nor energy, which is so sad, and on top of that, i miss one of my closest and dearest friends, one whom i truly see as my older sis. i cannot wait until she gets back. i also miss someone who has become a big part of my life, and its frustrating sometimes when i want to just talk but she has no time for me. i guess i am just depressed these days, and my love life ain't looking like anything right now either. i'm sorry if i haven't been able to provide my usually clever and witty comments on the INs and OUTs of life, new york, and me, but i'm just really really tired, so cut me some slack. i promise, next entry will be better. i do leave you with this though - beware bicycle messengers. if you ever thought that they purposely try to run people over, you were right. so next time one purposely comes your way and tries to run over you, feel free to shove them as hard as you possibly can, exchange some angry words, and jet as the guy is trying to untangle himself from his bike, which he uses as an instrument of death and destruction.
peace out.
i am finally writing in this journal again. i have thought about starting up xanga, but we'll see. ah, and the time flies by again. the year started off kickin'.. as in mad ass work, and i'm still busy as all hell. i feel like i'm missing out on my college years of just having fun and not having a care in the world. but then again, who am i kidding, since when i do i get time off from not having to worry about something, usually finicially related? this year, my whole environment is different. the living situation i have known and have been comfortable in, and have loved, even through some of its negatives have been replaced with living with people whom i now hang out with constantly. while i had the same situation my previous 2 years here at NYU, this is different. these are my sisters, and quite frankly, while there are bonds, there is also a different kind of relationship, one where i'm not totally comfortable in with every single one of them. and quite frankly, living with 10 other fricking people is hard, very hard. and breaking in a new roommate whose living habits i don't know very well is another big task, one that i am not in the general mood or position to deal with as a junior. one of her most common tendancies annoy the living shit out of me, and so i don't appreciate it, even though i know its unintentional, but one which she does quite often. aside from that, my ten thousand responsibilities do not help to lighten my load, not to mention the living environment down here isn't too friendly. which is kind of surprising seeing as to how this dorm houses transfer students mainly. oh well, i guess enough ranting and raving of my living environment. but i just feel like i need to get out and meet new people and i am not getting to do that. i have neither the time nor energy, which is so sad, and on top of that, i miss one of my closest and dearest friends, one whom i truly see as my older sis. i cannot wait until she gets back. i also miss someone who has become a big part of my life, and its frustrating sometimes when i want to just talk but she has no time for me. i guess i am just depressed these days, and my love life ain't looking like anything right now either. i'm sorry if i haven't been able to provide my usually clever and witty comments on the INs and OUTs of life, new york, and me, but i'm just really really tired, so cut me some slack. i promise, next entry will be better. i do leave you with this though - beware bicycle messengers. if you ever thought that they purposely try to run people over, you were right. so next time one purposely comes your way and tries to run over you, feel free to shove them as hard as you possibly can, exchange some angry words, and jet as the guy is trying to untangle himself from his bike, which he uses as an instrument of death and destruction.
peace out.