kill bill
i was excited to see kill bill.
kill bill was good.
the audience was obnoxious in the usual ghetto nyc way.
the seating was ok, they had this ridiculous prime seating area which was the reserved seating. at 15 bucks a pop, needless to say, they remained cold and empty all night long.
i'm stuck in a rut again.
once again i am reminded of how un-sparkly i am. i've lost my spark, that fiestiness i used to have. i feel like i've lost that vital part of caring and fighting for something. i think i lost it 3 years ago. how can i get it back?
and yet once again i've been burned by my own expectations of someone. each time something like this happens, i can't help but think, what's the point? might as well not have expectations of people - they only disappoint. but i refuse to give in and not have expectations of people i care about. for this most recent disappointment though, i will terminate my love and concern for. it is obvious it's not as mutual as i thought it was. taking care of the bal-bobs, pulling out the weeds. i'm done wasting my time and efforts.
kill bill was good.
the audience was obnoxious in the usual ghetto nyc way.
the seating was ok, they had this ridiculous prime seating area which was the reserved seating. at 15 bucks a pop, needless to say, they remained cold and empty all night long.
i'm stuck in a rut again.
once again i am reminded of how un-sparkly i am. i've lost my spark, that fiestiness i used to have. i feel like i've lost that vital part of caring and fighting for something. i think i lost it 3 years ago. how can i get it back?
and yet once again i've been burned by my own expectations of someone. each time something like this happens, i can't help but think, what's the point? might as well not have expectations of people - they only disappoint. but i refuse to give in and not have expectations of people i care about. for this most recent disappointment though, i will terminate my love and concern for. it is obvious it's not as mutual as i thought it was. taking care of the bal-bobs, pulling out the weeds. i'm done wasting my time and efforts.