surprised?
i'm updating so soon, yes i know... but there really isn't anything else i'd like to be doing right now other than sleep or watching movies, but then that wouldn't be very productive. i hate how i am struggling to write a measly little 2-3 page response paper. i guess since a) i know what is really expected of a good response paper and b) i haven't read the book that this response paper is supposed to be on. this damn thing counts as 15% of my overall grade. this is obviously not the class where weekly response papers can basically be BS and copied off of other people's cause you can make up for the BS during class discussion.
so apparently my last entry was somewhat controversial according to some peeps. why i don't really understand because i am pretty sure that while everyone may deny it, secretly everyone questions themselves at least once, i think especailly females because we don't really have that horrible "uugggghhh" aversion to homosexuality, because there is this lack of disgust i guess for lesbians versus gay males. why i really don't know, maybe just seeing butt on butt is too much? but anyways, let's just put in this personal disclaimer - hypothetically speaking, if and when i actually do have the opportunity to try this new experience, it would not be with you. how do i know who i'm talking about? simple - i have no physical/sexual attraction whatsoever to any of my friends or sisters who i hold dear to me. it would probably be a person i've met for the purpose or just a new acquaintance. like i said, i think most of these thoughts i'm having about experimenting is only due to the fact that there is absolutely no guy in or even near my life (that is a real possibility) that excites me, whether just on a physical level or even relationship level. so sad, but so true. i'm tired of lowering my standards for mediocre sub-standard jerks who really, sadly is only in it for the ass and to probably make themselves feel good about themselves by counting how many females he's scored with.
shit - it's almost 2am, so this damn paper needs to be done so i can get a decent amount of sleep because this is the start of another busy ass week. but i leave you with this question (inspired by tay tay) what is the aversion to the vagina? and really, is the penis that much prettier than the vagina or clitoris?
and already i see how thought-provoking my entry is... :-D
so apparently my last entry was somewhat controversial according to some peeps. why i don't really understand because i am pretty sure that while everyone may deny it, secretly everyone questions themselves at least once, i think especailly females because we don't really have that horrible "uugggghhh" aversion to homosexuality, because there is this lack of disgust i guess for lesbians versus gay males. why i really don't know, maybe just seeing butt on butt is too much? but anyways, let's just put in this personal disclaimer - hypothetically speaking, if and when i actually do have the opportunity to try this new experience, it would not be with you. how do i know who i'm talking about? simple - i have no physical/sexual attraction whatsoever to any of my friends or sisters who i hold dear to me. it would probably be a person i've met for the purpose or just a new acquaintance. like i said, i think most of these thoughts i'm having about experimenting is only due to the fact that there is absolutely no guy in or even near my life (that is a real possibility) that excites me, whether just on a physical level or even relationship level. so sad, but so true. i'm tired of lowering my standards for mediocre sub-standard jerks who really, sadly is only in it for the ass and to probably make themselves feel good about themselves by counting how many females he's scored with.
shit - it's almost 2am, so this damn paper needs to be done so i can get a decent amount of sleep because this is the start of another busy ass week. but i leave you with this question (inspired by tay tay) what is the aversion to the vagina? and really, is the penis that much prettier than the vagina or clitoris?
and already i see how thought-provoking my entry is... :-D