Taguchi's Calendar Memories
Title: Calendar Memories : Bitterness
Character/s: Taguchi Junnosuke x Thoughts, Kamenashi Kazuya, Akanishi Jin, Tanaka Koki, Ueda Tatsuya, Nakamaru Yuichi
Disclaimer: I do not own them. (but, I would love too.) I suck big time at grammatical skills so please bare with me. Correct me if I'm wrong. I do not mind at all. I just felt doing it. Somehow a closure. Surprised that I write Junno's version that fast.
Summary: An interview of Taguchi Junnosuke became a big deal and past issues were brought up.
"Never look back whatever you face."
The tall, handsome and someone with a warmest smile, that's what people often describe Junno. That signature sunshine smile of him is da bomb.
But admist those, he is a man with many hobbies, loves video games and most of the time KY, someone who can't read the atmosphere. It was how the members describe him. Never seen him fight with them and that is somehow scary.
"Recent activities you're into right now, Taguchi-san?" the interviewee asked.
"FISHING! It was somehow relaxing, even Koki likes it." as he flashes his precious smile.
"Then, have you been in a drama with other members of KAT-TUN?"
"Drama? No, I haven't yet. But, I would love to someday." laughter filled the room as he give a hint.
Bitterness.
He sure did have already. A former member precisely. Former. He just laugh about it. He takes it as a joke, of course. Bitter it seems but never did know it'll be a big deal anyway.
"Ne, Taguchi. Have you seen the, er, your interview?" Ueda asked.
"Eh? Interview? No, I haven't yet. Been playing this new Neon Evangelion Genesis video game. Ya' wanna try? It was good." Busy with his PSP, Junno replied as if he was talking to himself.
He was in good mood. Ueda thinks.
"I just thought you did. You see, you're here. And, yeah, some fans misinterpr-" he trailed off. Uead doesn't like too much details. He need a back up. He looked at Kame, who is busy fixing his hair.
As if he give a fuck.
He sigh and turned to Nakamaru, who is pretending to read his notes which is, in fact, observing them. Nakamaru just shrugged off, staying out of the issue.
"DAMMIT!" he whisper.
It was so not him to ask personal issues and stuffs. It was actually Junno who indeed blatantly ask about it.
"Oi! Taguchi! What the! Is this for real?" Koki just barged in the dressing room, snatched the PSP from Junno. He was a bit late though.
Ueda felt relieved.
"WHAT THE? Are you kidding me? I'm almost finished. chikusoo~" complained Taguchi.
Koki handed him the magazine and a newspaper. Tabloids make a big fuss about his interview last month.
"That is not true, ne?" says Koki while playing the PSP.
"Eh? Didn't know they'll make a big deal out of it. I was just joking." He laughs sarcastically.
The guys gave him death glares. Kame come closer and take a look of it. He sees him and Akanishi. Their Yukan Club days. And hitted Junno with the newspaper in the head. That hard.
"OW! What was that for? You know guys I was just kidding, right? pleaded Junno, asking for symphaty.
"It was, for us, but God, Junno, you're that stupid." Koki said.
"It was a BIG deal to them, to those haters and most likely to our fans." Nakamaru added.
"I told you so." says Ueda.
"..and fans must've been hurt with this. They can say we're not all in good terms. Just sayin'" Nakamaru said while reading the said article.
"Fans are in pain already, even before that. I was hurt too, all of us, aren't we?" His face dimmed with the sudden burst of emotions and sunshine smiles faded.
Flashback
Junno sense something odd with the atmosphere after their Love Yourself PV.
What's new? As if he care.
"Ano, I have something to tell you guys." said Jin.
He hears what Jin said.
That Bakanishi, would probably ask for leave again, solo concerts or maybe back in US perhaps.
He thought so, as he sees Kame feeling uneasy.
"I'll be having a solo concert in the US. That would makes me busy and.." Jin stuttered.
I knew it. I was right then, but somehow it'll be lonely to be five again though.
Maru walked out. The tension is building up. This must be the first or twice he'd seen Nakamaru agitated that much and went as far as walking out.
"..And what Jin?" Kame asked.
Junno looked a bit surprised.
How long is it? It has been awhile that Kame use Jin's name to name him. And he is very frustrated. Very Odd, indeed. Why? What's wrong? Anyway, Uepi probably knew or Koki about this. I'll ask them later. Sad it is.
"..he might as well leave KAT-TUN too." Maru said sarcastically.
WHAT. THE. FUCK.
Before he knew it, he shed a tear already and Kame has been furious. It was way too far from what Junno predicted. As Kame walked out, Jin is already bowing to them. To him. Apologeticly.
"Don't expect me to give you flowers and such. It was not a drama by the way. Good luck!" Junno said and went home. He never got a chance to talk to him for the better. Again.
End of flashback.
The guys understand what Junno is having right now. They've been there, almost there and still there. It's just that he is good in dealing with his feelings. He doesn't fight with the others and not making a big deal with issues. He's not the showy type. Does he have a choice? None.
The heavy tension is suffocating. They were never surprise with this Junno, his KY attitude is usually deadly once triggered.
"And yeah, isn't true? That I haven't been with you guys. It was indeed true. Come to think of it, if we were six, err, still six then I must've said yes. Effin' yes." Bitterness is best word to describe whom Junnosuke Taguchi is in the dressing room.
They knew there's no stopping it when the topic is isn't yet closed.
"Maa, maa. Let's just focus on the good vibes right now. Look! It has been a year since we've BREAK THE RECORDS." Nakamaru said, pointing to the little thing in his desk just to change the topic.
"Really? Sugoii ne~" sudden change of Junno's mood. Sunshine smiles are back.
All of them looked at him. Amused.
"You! You never fail to amuse me." Ueda commented.
"Us, Uepi. Yeah, you know what, let's forget the issues. Sure it will never last. Y'all chill." says Koki, still playing the video game.
He was surprised with himself. He looked at them and feel bad for sudden out-burst.
"I'm sorry." he sigh with a smile.
Kame tapped his shoulder while eating pizza, Ueda just smiled and Nakamaru started reviewing for real.
"DAMN IT! WHAT THE HELL IS THIS GAME? IT'S FREAKING HARD." Koki yelled.
"OI! Give that back to me. I'm not finished with it yet. Didn't sleep enough last night because of it!" he scream.
"Ah! Now I know. You woke up in the wrong side of the bed this morning." says Kame.
All of them burst in laughter.
Although I spoiled the mood, somehow I manage a comeback. And it makes me happy. Speaking of which, I think I should've email that Bakanishi. His tour has started, right? I never hate him that much though, I'm just lonely.
"Ne, Jin, How are you? Goodluck with your tour!"
With that, I think he gets my message.
"Everybody's going for dream. To the same dream." - Going!
Character/s: Taguchi Junnosuke x Thoughts, Kamenashi Kazuya, Akanishi Jin, Tanaka Koki, Ueda Tatsuya, Nakamaru Yuichi
Disclaimer: I do not own them. (but, I would love too.) I suck big time at grammatical skills so please bare with me. Correct me if I'm wrong. I do not mind at all. I just felt doing it. Somehow a closure. Surprised that I write Junno's version that fast.
Summary: An interview of Taguchi Junnosuke became a big deal and past issues were brought up.
"Never look back whatever you face."
The tall, handsome and someone with a warmest smile, that's what people often describe Junno. That signature sunshine smile of him is da bomb.
But admist those, he is a man with many hobbies, loves video games and most of the time KY, someone who can't read the atmosphere. It was how the members describe him. Never seen him fight with them and that is somehow scary.
"Recent activities you're into right now, Taguchi-san?" the interviewee asked.
"FISHING! It was somehow relaxing, even Koki likes it." as he flashes his precious smile.
"Then, have you been in a drama with other members of KAT-TUN?"
"Drama? No, I haven't yet. But, I would love to someday." laughter filled the room as he give a hint.
Bitterness.
He sure did have already. A former member precisely. Former. He just laugh about it. He takes it as a joke, of course. Bitter it seems but never did know it'll be a big deal anyway.
"Ne, Taguchi. Have you seen the, er, your interview?" Ueda asked.
"Eh? Interview? No, I haven't yet. Been playing this new Neon Evangelion Genesis video game. Ya' wanna try? It was good." Busy with his PSP, Junno replied as if he was talking to himself.
He was in good mood. Ueda thinks.
"I just thought you did. You see, you're here. And, yeah, some fans misinterpr-" he trailed off. Uead doesn't like too much details. He need a back up. He looked at Kame, who is busy fixing his hair.
As if he give a fuck.
He sigh and turned to Nakamaru, who is pretending to read his notes which is, in fact, observing them. Nakamaru just shrugged off, staying out of the issue.
"DAMMIT!" he whisper.
It was so not him to ask personal issues and stuffs. It was actually Junno who indeed blatantly ask about it.
"Oi! Taguchi! What the! Is this for real?" Koki just barged in the dressing room, snatched the PSP from Junno. He was a bit late though.
Ueda felt relieved.
"WHAT THE? Are you kidding me? I'm almost finished. chikusoo~" complained Taguchi.
Koki handed him the magazine and a newspaper. Tabloids make a big fuss about his interview last month.
"That is not true, ne?" says Koki while playing the PSP.
"Eh? Didn't know they'll make a big deal out of it. I was just joking." He laughs sarcastically.
The guys gave him death glares. Kame come closer and take a look of it. He sees him and Akanishi. Their Yukan Club days. And hitted Junno with the newspaper in the head. That hard.
"OW! What was that for? You know guys I was just kidding, right? pleaded Junno, asking for symphaty.
"It was, for us, but God, Junno, you're that stupid." Koki said.
"It was a BIG deal to them, to those haters and most likely to our fans." Nakamaru added.
"I told you so." says Ueda.
"..and fans must've been hurt with this. They can say we're not all in good terms. Just sayin'" Nakamaru said while reading the said article.
"Fans are in pain already, even before that. I was hurt too, all of us, aren't we?" His face dimmed with the sudden burst of emotions and sunshine smiles faded.
Flashback
Junno sense something odd with the atmosphere after their Love Yourself PV.
What's new? As if he care.
"Ano, I have something to tell you guys." said Jin.
He hears what Jin said.
That Bakanishi, would probably ask for leave again, solo concerts or maybe back in US perhaps.
He thought so, as he sees Kame feeling uneasy.
"I'll be having a solo concert in the US. That would makes me busy and.." Jin stuttered.
I knew it. I was right then, but somehow it'll be lonely to be five again though.
Maru walked out. The tension is building up. This must be the first or twice he'd seen Nakamaru agitated that much and went as far as walking out.
"..And what Jin?" Kame asked.
Junno looked a bit surprised.
How long is it? It has been awhile that Kame use Jin's name to name him. And he is very frustrated. Very Odd, indeed. Why? What's wrong? Anyway, Uepi probably knew or Koki about this. I'll ask them later. Sad it is.
"..he might as well leave KAT-TUN too." Maru said sarcastically.
WHAT. THE. FUCK.
Before he knew it, he shed a tear already and Kame has been furious. It was way too far from what Junno predicted. As Kame walked out, Jin is already bowing to them. To him. Apologeticly.
"Don't expect me to give you flowers and such. It was not a drama by the way. Good luck!" Junno said and went home. He never got a chance to talk to him for the better. Again.
End of flashback.
The guys understand what Junno is having right now. They've been there, almost there and still there. It's just that he is good in dealing with his feelings. He doesn't fight with the others and not making a big deal with issues. He's not the showy type. Does he have a choice? None.
The heavy tension is suffocating. They were never surprise with this Junno, his KY attitude is usually deadly once triggered.
"And yeah, isn't true? That I haven't been with you guys. It was indeed true. Come to think of it, if we were six, err, still six then I must've said yes. Effin' yes." Bitterness is best word to describe whom Junnosuke Taguchi is in the dressing room.
They knew there's no stopping it when the topic is isn't yet closed.
"Maa, maa. Let's just focus on the good vibes right now. Look! It has been a year since we've BREAK THE RECORDS." Nakamaru said, pointing to the little thing in his desk just to change the topic.
"Really? Sugoii ne~" sudden change of Junno's mood. Sunshine smiles are back.
All of them looked at him. Amused.
"You! You never fail to amuse me." Ueda commented.
"Us, Uepi. Yeah, you know what, let's forget the issues. Sure it will never last. Y'all chill." says Koki, still playing the video game.
He was surprised with himself. He looked at them and feel bad for sudden out-burst.
"I'm sorry." he sigh with a smile.
Kame tapped his shoulder while eating pizza, Ueda just smiled and Nakamaru started reviewing for real.
"DAMN IT! WHAT THE HELL IS THIS GAME? IT'S FREAKING HARD." Koki yelled.
"OI! Give that back to me. I'm not finished with it yet. Didn't sleep enough last night because of it!" he scream.
"Ah! Now I know. You woke up in the wrong side of the bed this morning." says Kame.
All of them burst in laughter.
Although I spoiled the mood, somehow I manage a comeback. And it makes me happy. Speaking of which, I think I should've email that Bakanishi. His tour has started, right? I never hate him that much though, I'm just lonely.
"Ne, Jin, How are you? Goodluck with your tour!"
With that, I think he gets my message.
"Everybody's going for dream. To the same dream." - Going!