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okay, so its been 2 weeks since i started to date katie. Things are going good, at least i think so. But i never know what she thinks of it. sometimes i feel like for some reason im gonna lose her without even knowing it. or without any type of assurance. i dont know i think i might just be over reacting or something. this journal is pointless right now though. because its just a way for me to get whats on my mind out of it. and i dont know what to say or what to do but write. sure the right thing to do would be to talk to her, but i dont know how to bring it up or anything like that. so i guess im making things hard on myself huh?. but i dont know. i just wish i knew what was going on in my head! because thats one thing im not sure of right now is whats going through my mind. theres so many things racing through it. and so many things that i want to just say, but i cant, because i dont know where to start. but yeah this is a really lame journal entry. because i dont know the point in it besides me complaining about random shit. and the fact that i just got fired yesturday. dont even get me started on that! but good news is i have a job interview on monday right? still havent told my mom that i lost my job. and i still dont know how i am going to pay for the rest of rent! gah! this sucks.. but im outta here..later! <3 debbie