Distractions
Ugh I cannot focus!!!! I need to really memorize this biochemistry stuff for the essay make up test and my brain has gone all bonkers on me. I am once again in doubt of what I want to do with my life and I have zero motivation for this class. Let's just say lipid bilayers and kinases do not get me into a frenzy. I think fall quarter will be the true test, if the classes I take peak my interest then I know I can continue on with the field, but if not...well we shall deal with that when that road appears. I really, really need to get a new journal so I can put down all the crazy ups and downs that have been going on somewhere, to help settle my brain and put my memory back on track. And most of it is way too personal to ever go on this wonderful little public site, even on private setting.
Images keep popping up, distracting me. And I have much more enjoyable adventures to be having rather then reading boring stuff. Io and I did not get to go to the beach today because I needed to study. Though we did get to see each other last night unplanned, because I was looking through notes and heard an odd metallic banging. I went into the living room and saw the tube to Honey's cage had popped off and there was no hamster inside! I managed to get a glimpse of her as she squeezed behind the refridgerator(ack!) and immediately called him up for some help in the removal of heavy appliances. Honey made a mad dash, running under the stove where she tried squeezing into every nook much to my nerve's disapproval. We finally coaxed her out, dustbunnies attached to her fur (hey at least its now clean under the stove) where I promptly put her back in the cage, fixed the tube and gave her dagger eyes for giving me a heart attack.
Problem was, once the crisis was averted Io and I got thoroughly distracted from my studies talking, tickling and the like. For those of you who have not heard or guessed Io and I are now together. Yes shock and amazement I am actually in a relationship, the fervent dating scene put to rest. It is actually rather amusing how similar and different we are in that aspect. He is the relationship whore and I am the dating fiend, so perhaps together we can balance out. I can hopefully keep things at a steady progression since he seems to have a habit of jumping in head first, hehe. And he can work to work on that emotional shell bit. In a sense he's already had people in place slowly chisling away at those inner walls. For those of you who didn't know anything was going on at all, sorry it was rather hushed till confusing situations could be worked out first. THose that want to hear the actual dramatic details can bug me in a more personal manner. My mom's reaction was hilarious when I informed her of the change in status; the first thing out of her mouth was 'so where does Alex fit into this?' Yes mother, the guy moving across the country permanently is going to be upset that the girl he saw a handful of times is now taken... Hah, I think she had a bit of a 'mom crush' on him. But I know my parents will like him, cause he treats me right and we laugh. He and I are soooo bad, we are already like those 60 year old couples, he deals with the electronics and putting chairs and such together, and I am always cooking for and feeding him. This has been such an interesting summer indeed
And now I really must study.
Images keep popping up, distracting me. And I have much more enjoyable adventures to be having rather then reading boring stuff. Io and I did not get to go to the beach today because I needed to study. Though we did get to see each other last night unplanned, because I was looking through notes and heard an odd metallic banging. I went into the living room and saw the tube to Honey's cage had popped off and there was no hamster inside! I managed to get a glimpse of her as she squeezed behind the refridgerator(ack!) and immediately called him up for some help in the removal of heavy appliances. Honey made a mad dash, running under the stove where she tried squeezing into every nook much to my nerve's disapproval. We finally coaxed her out, dustbunnies attached to her fur (hey at least its now clean under the stove) where I promptly put her back in the cage, fixed the tube and gave her dagger eyes for giving me a heart attack.
Problem was, once the crisis was averted Io and I got thoroughly distracted from my studies talking, tickling and the like. For those of you who have not heard or guessed Io and I are now together. Yes shock and amazement I am actually in a relationship, the fervent dating scene put to rest. It is actually rather amusing how similar and different we are in that aspect. He is the relationship whore and I am the dating fiend, so perhaps together we can balance out. I can hopefully keep things at a steady progression since he seems to have a habit of jumping in head first, hehe. And he can work to work on that emotional shell bit. In a sense he's already had people in place slowly chisling away at those inner walls. For those of you who didn't know anything was going on at all, sorry it was rather hushed till confusing situations could be worked out first. THose that want to hear the actual dramatic details can bug me in a more personal manner. My mom's reaction was hilarious when I informed her of the change in status; the first thing out of her mouth was 'so where does Alex fit into this?' Yes mother, the guy moving across the country permanently is going to be upset that the girl he saw a handful of times is now taken... Hah, I think she had a bit of a 'mom crush' on him. But I know my parents will like him, cause he treats me right and we laugh. He and I are soooo bad, we are already like those 60 year old couples, he deals with the electronics and putting chairs and such together, and I am always cooking for and feeding him. This has been such an interesting summer indeed
And now I really must study.