Jan 29, 2006 20:45
So last night I was kidnapped by Patrick from my room of gloom for a midnight wander of campus in the rain. It was so wonderful. Clean face, wet hair. Rain always sets me right. We were searching the theaters in search of a rumored studio thats always open. Down the concrete stairs we tread. And vwoop, my feet slide from beneath me. Ass meets stairs as i smack and slide against them. And to think I was the sober one. Today I hobble around like a 70 year old, puffy ass and all. It will turn into a brillaint canvas of colors in no time.
On brighter side, I have Valentines Day plans....the Lovemakers!!!!!!!!! So excited.
And in the end for my sanity I said goodbye. I wish this had never happened. But it did and missing what is gone will do no good. The memories will live on, but they must hide for now. I wish to be happy and whole again.