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Ugh.
Alone.
Well with stupid Daniel who poops in the dining room and knocks over the kitchen garbage to tear it all apart. Not with who I'm supposed to be with on a 6 year anniversary.
6 years, they have been rough but I think we will make it.
I miss Abby. She's visiting her grandparents (Eric's parents).
All I hear is Peter screaming at his video game and Daniel running around getting into things.
I can't bring myself to do anything productive. As soon as I get a day off I just collapse and don't want to do anything at all. I still haven't finished my table top which I am truly disappointed about.
I should sell my stuff on ebay so I can pay some bills. Cameras hibernating in drawers, bikes neglected against walls, and anything else I can find that has been unused for months.
School starts in two weeks. I got the syllabus and materials I need to purchase. Lots of money to spend that I do not have. I probably have to get a personal loan from ESL or someplace to cover it. I need to get a hold of that textbook to start reading but B&N doesn't have it, they think in a week.
Definitely going to make an effort to not make over $10k this year so I can get financial aid next school year. Got zip this year, just a school grant and a lot of loans.
I want to shove my face with cookies and sugary yummies but I know that won't make me feel better in the long run.
I got two flowers partially colored in on my arm. I hope he has more cancellation appointments before June starts.
I think I am going to miss Isaac and Stephine's wedding because my summer school class has a campout. I'm pretty bummed about that but I want to make sure I put in 150% in this summer program so I don't fuck it up.
Let me go try and be slightly productive...
Alone.
Well with stupid Daniel who poops in the dining room and knocks over the kitchen garbage to tear it all apart. Not with who I'm supposed to be with on a 6 year anniversary.
6 years, they have been rough but I think we will make it.
I miss Abby. She's visiting her grandparents (Eric's parents).
All I hear is Peter screaming at his video game and Daniel running around getting into things.
I can't bring myself to do anything productive. As soon as I get a day off I just collapse and don't want to do anything at all. I still haven't finished my table top which I am truly disappointed about.
I should sell my stuff on ebay so I can pay some bills. Cameras hibernating in drawers, bikes neglected against walls, and anything else I can find that has been unused for months.
School starts in two weeks. I got the syllabus and materials I need to purchase. Lots of money to spend that I do not have. I probably have to get a personal loan from ESL or someplace to cover it. I need to get a hold of that textbook to start reading but B&N doesn't have it, they think in a week.
Definitely going to make an effort to not make over $10k this year so I can get financial aid next school year. Got zip this year, just a school grant and a lot of loans.
I want to shove my face with cookies and sugary yummies but I know that won't make me feel better in the long run.
I got two flowers partially colored in on my arm. I hope he has more cancellation appointments before June starts.
I think I am going to miss Isaac and Stephine's wedding because my summer school class has a campout. I'm pretty bummed about that but I want to make sure I put in 150% in this summer program so I don't fuck it up.
Let me go try and be slightly productive...