Merry Whatever...

[alorene]

Christmas wasn't so good, I'm afraid. In addition to my previous post, my sister ran of to who knows where and we haven't seen her in over a week. She claimed she'd be back today or yesterday. She went with this fucked up controlling abuseive bastard. This is the kinda guy who drives around with a loaded nine mil under the front seat just in case

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a question

[anonymous]

ryan i am so sorry for the way that somethings turn out i only want whats best for you and i really hope that part of that isnt us breaking up i love you more than i ever thought i could love someone i know that at times things get hard and it seems like you cant deal with them and thats ok i can wait it out what ever you need i am here for you i wish like hell that right now i can be there beside you you need someone there for you and to guide you and someone that can understand you i may not be good at those things but at least i can try i dont want you to hurt and nor do i want you to feel down all the time ( sorry i am not explaining this well) you dont need to doubt us at all there is a reason for everything maybe it may not seem it but there is
i know one thing is for sure though i am not gonna give up on you even if you want to on me but i wont you mean more to me than you know and i would not be able to handle losing you
i just to be here for you as much as i can
i have to go now i love you so so very much ryan

love forever and always
Jas