Dec 28, 2005 16:31
today i told your story and i didn't even cringe. in fact, i smiled. and this wouldn't be anything new except for the fact that i meant it.
life feels light, almost weightless.
pretty much, i hang out with rachel 24/7 and we're perpetually laughing and surrounded by boys that always want to fight for our honor. we play strip padiddle and drive around naked for extended periods of time. we make mac n cheese and send eachother texts while we're sitting on the same bed. we had the funniest night of our lives last night and both of us would die before we told you what happened. she teaches me how to be a girl and my bro nature rubs off on her until she's constantly saying things like "MAN THE FUCK UP!" granted, we owe my lovely broham for that one as well. speaking of him, we're going to a party at his house tonight. i'm pumped. we're also going to a show in nashua. we are always out and about and happier than i've been in quite some time. people always tell you when you're sad "just fall back on your friends. you have a safety net." but i never realized how true that actually is. close your eyes, lean back, take the plunge. i woke up on a comfy couch with barkley at my feet, two texts from matt tremblay and matt sadewicz in my pocket, and joncon awaiting my phone call with promises of beer. i have the world's most wonderful group of friends. i'd slit my own throat if it'd serve them well. i love you guys. especially rach. PEACE!