Oct 18, 2006 11:06
crazy dream i had last night...
all of us were crammed into a small car driving at night..lights so bright with some rock band playing loudly in the background. the guy i was sitting next to in the back seat smiled at me and i smiled back. then he secretly held my hand. it was sweet and then i whispered something to him. then we all got into a car accident. then i woke up.
just my luck. right? ha.
right. well its fall time and i love it. i wish it was a little colder outside though. our house is all decorated and were getting our pumpkins this weekend. soo excited.
basically im apathetic towards having feelings and to be honest, i like it that way.
i pray for all my friends, i wish josh wouldn't move away, i want to kick jenna's X-fuckers' ass, im thankful for yelda and her not giving up, and i want better for my mother.
im getting an old car tomorrow and im excited about that too just because now i can save save save for an apt that i AM getting by the end of the year. yes.
"this is your life, are you who you want to be?"