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Im waiting for my family to get home. They're still in Marysville Ohio, they all went there because my mom had to drive my dad to his Masons Meeting and my sisters wanted to go to spend time with my mom. So they're all still there and Im just waiting because I really want the cell phone to call Tony and get the "Youre late" speech. *smiles*
I had a nice chat with Heather, it was cool because we havent really talked for a long time. We talked for an hour and than my phone started dying so its charging right now and Im just updating to give myself something to do till I can call Tony.
Today was Tonys last day and I dont want to talk too much about it because Ill get all stressed out about it because Im not going to see him as much as Im used to and its going to suck. Heather used the phrase "grow up" when she was talking about Tony and I having to do this distance thing when he goes up to BGSU and shes right, we've seen eachother everyday for pretty much this entire year and its not going to always be like that, I cant be with him every single day so I suppose shes right, I will have to grow out of that perticular comfort zone. But itll probally be a good thing and maybe make the relationship stronger. *shrug*
I hate being home alone. Im going to pause writing this to call and see where they are.
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They just started comming home which means they wont be here for 45 minutes. *sigh* I should call Tony to tell him I wont talk to him till 11. This is going to suck, being home for another 45 minutes alone, they left at 6:15.
I hate being home alone because Im scared of being alone, I think thats one of the main reasons Im scared of Tony leaving. And I feel really selfish for that being one of the reasons I dont want him to leave but I cant help it.
I had a nice chat with Heather, it was cool because we havent really talked for a long time. We talked for an hour and than my phone started dying so its charging right now and Im just updating to give myself something to do till I can call Tony.
Today was Tonys last day and I dont want to talk too much about it because Ill get all stressed out about it because Im not going to see him as much as Im used to and its going to suck. Heather used the phrase "grow up" when she was talking about Tony and I having to do this distance thing when he goes up to BGSU and shes right, we've seen eachother everyday for pretty much this entire year and its not going to always be like that, I cant be with him every single day so I suppose shes right, I will have to grow out of that perticular comfort zone. But itll probally be a good thing and maybe make the relationship stronger. *shrug*
I hate being home alone. Im going to pause writing this to call and see where they are.
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They just started comming home which means they wont be here for 45 minutes. *sigh* I should call Tony to tell him I wont talk to him till 11. This is going to suck, being home for another 45 minutes alone, they left at 6:15.
I hate being home alone because Im scared of being alone, I think thats one of the main reasons Im scared of Tony leaving. And I feel really selfish for that being one of the reasons I dont want him to leave but I cant help it.