Apr 30, 2006 00:04
I like knowing my limits, you know? Its just nice being so comfortable with someone that you can know them to their limits. Hitting that one spot, going just a little too far. And being able to show your limits, and say, "Hey. Don't fuck with me, or else I'm gonna bitch." It's weird, I know, but its comforting. Knowing someone through and through. Fuckin' I don't know. Everything's changed, so I have to look at things differently, you know? To set myself straight. Sometimes it works, but other times, it just doesn't. It simply won't change.
It's hard to let things go. I'm an expert at that, and there's no denying it. But I'm getting better at hiding it, at least I think. I could be wrong, though. I could be wrong about a lot of things. Everyone could, I guess. It's all just going through the motions, that's what I'm doing. And I do it with the best of 'em, man.
I guess shit's just hard sometimes. &hearts. Lizi.