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i'll admit it. i'm hurt. really hurt. i thought i was over it. until he tore down my self esteem. again. it shouldn't effect me. but it does. you know you can only fall in love for the first time once. and i wasted that love on him. that's something i'll never get back. never. and i'm hurting. and i'm putting love on hold. no matter what. until i get myself back on my feet. until i'm ready. until i'm whole again. &hearts. Lizi.