Dec 09, 2004 14:38
TOMorrow is friday i'm so exited. do u know who i get to see tomorrow? ;)
lately i've been hanging out with paige my only friend. her b/f is leaving for the marines on sun. shes really sad :( sorry paige i will be here for u tho :)me n paige did belly dancing yesterday am really good at it...i'm so graceful lol j/k thats a paige joke
ne ways i really wish there was a high in my life it seems like nothing ever good happens to me even tho i always say this but its true. i'm seriously depressed i feel so alone sometimes i just sit in my room and cry. my family treats me like shit off of a fuckin cows ass. i donno it seems like that nobody can ever do anything for me. i feel like my purpose it just to serve other people swear. everytime i get paid(well not now cuz i fucking quit my job) i would go out and buy stuff for other people(my sister mostly) and i never even get a thank you or anything in return just a whole bunch of shit i guess
i really need to find a job cuz i have absolutely no money i took all of my money out of my bank and my piggy bank to buy christmas presents for other people. i am poor as poor can be so if ne one knows who is hiring PLEASE help me!! even tho like the only person who acutally reads this is paige but maybe just in case :)