thats it...

[alonenonmyown]

im done, its over screw all this friendship shit its not worth the pain it puts me through. all i ever fuckin get out of it in the end is tears and the end comes nearer and nearer and trust? i dunno about that word, i believed in it till recently, but but only in few, now no i just dont think so. people just up and walk away like nothin happened, smilin and laughin, while im there ballin my fuckin eyes out, i told you that you would leave too you begged to differ, i believed, oh well im always wrong any way. i screwed up and im sorry but im just a stupid bitch. i wish i could go back and restart my whole life, or better yet, never start it. i cant handle this, i took my "happy" pills today, if i didnt i would have been a mess even more than i was, but honestly i couldnt tell you how many i took, i dont remember. im out, but yeah good bye cus im done and im gone.

but when you lose apart of your self, to somebody you know, it takes alot to let go every breath that you remember, pictures fade away but memory is for ever