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i requested the days off for colbys bday party. yay for vegas.
i wanted to have my bday in vegas on the weekend of the 23rd but when i realized that i might go for colbys bday, i am thinking that it might not be a good idea. i might want to wait until march for my bday because the trips will be so close together. someone brought to my attention that my ex is going to be in vegas on the weekend of my bday, but everyone knows that it wont stop me from going. i am going to be with so many people that he wont even phase me if i see him. maybe if i actually had feelings for him... but i dont, so its all good. i mean, i tried to be civil and friendly and he didnt want to be... so whatever. thats his problem. i learned a big lesson with him, dont date people that you arent attracted to... it just wont work and you end up dating someone else and trying to figure out how to get rid of them. its just a big hassle that isnt worth it. now i have more than a 6 ft rule... which i will not be breaking again because i cant stand short guys... i really like small noses and have a small nose rule now. i think that noses and height make or break it for me. im glad that i am narrowing down my type. its nice to realize what i am really attracted to and what makes me gag.
i wanted to have my bday in vegas on the weekend of the 23rd but when i realized that i might go for colbys bday, i am thinking that it might not be a good idea. i might want to wait until march for my bday because the trips will be so close together. someone brought to my attention that my ex is going to be in vegas on the weekend of my bday, but everyone knows that it wont stop me from going. i am going to be with so many people that he wont even phase me if i see him. maybe if i actually had feelings for him... but i dont, so its all good. i mean, i tried to be civil and friendly and he didnt want to be... so whatever. thats his problem. i learned a big lesson with him, dont date people that you arent attracted to... it just wont work and you end up dating someone else and trying to figure out how to get rid of them. its just a big hassle that isnt worth it. now i have more than a 6 ft rule... which i will not be breaking again because i cant stand short guys... i really like small noses and have a small nose rule now. i think that noses and height make or break it for me. im glad that i am narrowing down my type. its nice to realize what i am really attracted to and what makes me gag.