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i just want to rip my fucking eyes out.
i cant get answers
and the ones i get
dont seem to yeild any frustration
ive been up all night and havent sleep a bit.
ive been reading the bible for the past 2 hours
i ended up calling the pastor of my old church this morning and having a short converation with him.
i was less than impressed with a lot of things he said
but thats my own fault.
its really windy and the rain seems to be holding back with everything it has.
theres no coinsidence there.
i feel like i want to cry physically. but im not really sad.
the feeling of being able to infiltrate with ease yet myself becoming more and more misconstrued helps this none.
i cant get answers
and the ones i get
dont seem to yeild any frustration
ive been up all night and havent sleep a bit.
ive been reading the bible for the past 2 hours
i ended up calling the pastor of my old church this morning and having a short converation with him.
i was less than impressed with a lot of things he said
but thats my own fault.
its really windy and the rain seems to be holding back with everything it has.
theres no coinsidence there.
i feel like i want to cry physically. but im not really sad.
the feeling of being able to infiltrate with ease yet myself becoming more and more misconstrued helps this none.