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Certain events that have occured have made my life very difficult for the past few weeks. I sure do hope things get better.
Today we got let out of school at 8:45 because of the snow. When I got home I layed in my bed and watched Big Fish. What a good movie.
The older I get the more I realize that I NEVER know what it is exactly that I want. People either doubt my abilities to do anything or they expect way too much from me. It sucks an awful lot. I don't understand why you have to have your whole life planned out at age seventeen. I just want to live my life and let whatever happen, happen...but unfortunately that's not good enough for some people. That's not good enough for me. I want a purpose, I want to feel passionate about something...anything. I'm also realizing that it's incredibly difficult for me to express my feelings and handle my emotions. I never tell people what I'm thinking because I myself, never know. And absolutely no one I talk to understands what that even means. I can never make up my mind about anything. I just wish I knew what I wanted out of life and how to get it. Oh well though, everything works out for the best in the end, right?
Today we got let out of school at 8:45 because of the snow. When I got home I layed in my bed and watched Big Fish. What a good movie.
The older I get the more I realize that I NEVER know what it is exactly that I want. People either doubt my abilities to do anything or they expect way too much from me. It sucks an awful lot. I don't understand why you have to have your whole life planned out at age seventeen. I just want to live my life and let whatever happen, happen...but unfortunately that's not good enough for some people. That's not good enough for me. I want a purpose, I want to feel passionate about something...anything. I'm also realizing that it's incredibly difficult for me to express my feelings and handle my emotions. I never tell people what I'm thinking because I myself, never know. And absolutely no one I talk to understands what that even means. I can never make up my mind about anything. I just wish I knew what I wanted out of life and how to get it. Oh well though, everything works out for the best in the end, right?