alright
ok, this situation has gone beyond pissing me off. apparently the rumors of me fucking colby haven't stopped. jeremy and wookie told trey last night that they started up again and now they think that i actually did it. well let me get this out now. i love trey and would never cheat on him, i dont give a fuck what any of you say or think. jeremy and wookie can't even tell me a name of the person who is the supposed basis of all this shit. all they can say is that it is one of my really good friends, but are making me go to kristen to find out who it is. whether you realize this or not, thats being a pussy. you say you wont tell me because it will cause high school drama and you dont want to get involved, well what the hell do you think you're doing. you are getting involved just by believing the rumors, and then don't have the balls to tell me one goddamn name! i know you are trey's best friends, and that you are only looking out for him, but when you say that he is fucking miserable with me, b/c of all this, who do you think is hurting him more. you're telling him that you believe that the rumors are true and that im fucking around on him. you two and who ever else do not know me. i'm not the cheating bitch you suspect me to be, i love trey and i will stay with him. at least give him the respect if nothing else and keep the rumors out of your mouth and show him that you do care about his decisions about staying with me. i am still going to the beach for trey and i dont care if ya'll want me to or not, its not for you, its for trey. i thought that we were actually better friends then this, you think that i will cause a bunch of shit if you tell me the name, but the truth is i won't i will keep it between me and trey and that person, i will not stop until i get to the person who is saying this shit. but until then i will not talk to anyone if thats the case, since i can't trust any of my friends. wookie i won't touch kristen, i have nothing against her, i just can't believe that you are honestly making me go to your g/f to find out the name, thats weak. and jeremy, please sweetie, i would never stoop as low as to guilt trip you into telling me something, i am so much better than that. and again you two and who ever else, do not know me at all. if you feel this strongly about me and don't like me then don't bullshit me, don't tell me one thing and then tell trey another. believe me, i dont handle bullshit very well. i just thought that i should get this off my chest before school starts again so i atleast have self control. from now on dont be a pussy and tell me to my face or to trey's face if you have anything to say.