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[aloneindashadow]

I dread
-every awkward moment.
-every moment that i want to be with someone else.
-every thought that i have.
-every wish that i know wont come true.
-every conversation that i have.
-every look that i get.
-every thought of uncertainty.
I dread every moment of every day.

I'm not ready to grow up, I'm not ready for committment, I'm not ready for a relationship, I'm not ready to be serious, I'm not ready to have to decide.

I just want to be happy.