Why is everyone happy when I'm gone?

[aloneinareverie]

I don't know what to believe anymore. All I know is that people are coming up with a lot of preconceptions about me and I don't like it. I wish everyone would just leave me alone.

And yet...

Nevermind.

There are so many things I want and so much to hope for.
Sometimes I wonder if it matters much at all and if it's all in vain.

I just want to fly away and never touch the ground again.

Maybe---someday.