(no subject)
I've wrote so much In this journal about you.
I hate everything about you.
I truely do.
You should have never had me.
NEVER.
You couldn't handle taking care of yourself, so you thought having a child would help.
It didn't.
Know I'm left with all the pain and suffering, while you take yourself out even night on ego.
And beg for attention. Well guess what, don't get jealous, but everyone feels bad for me. I'm the one who has to put up with you. And I don't want the sympathy, I truely don't. I guess you don't understand that, because, well you were never there.
In front of people you like to put me down. Maybe so i don't have enough courage to shout out how horrible my life is. So I'll scream to the skys instead? Hell No. You have killed all beliefs in me.
Sometimes I feel like your scared. That people will realize everything you have done to me. They'll know the truth, they'll know that I have more pain. That your just a lazy fuck. I'll never be like you internally. I've never felt this much anger. Probably because I've never cared this much. GOD DAMN. Fuck you!
I hate everything about you.
I truely do.
You should have never had me.
NEVER.
You couldn't handle taking care of yourself, so you thought having a child would help.
It didn't.
Know I'm left with all the pain and suffering, while you take yourself out even night on ego.
And beg for attention. Well guess what, don't get jealous, but everyone feels bad for me. I'm the one who has to put up with you. And I don't want the sympathy, I truely don't. I guess you don't understand that, because, well you were never there.
In front of people you like to put me down. Maybe so i don't have enough courage to shout out how horrible my life is. So I'll scream to the skys instead? Hell No. You have killed all beliefs in me.
Sometimes I feel like your scared. That people will realize everything you have done to me. They'll know the truth, they'll know that I have more pain. That your just a lazy fuck. I'll never be like you internally. I've never felt this much anger. Probably because I've never cared this much. GOD DAMN. Fuck you!