You just can't take it.

[aloneibreak49]

I think about what i did. I finally had the nerve. Do i regret anything? No! Absolutly not. The thoughts were finally clear. I knew what i had to do. The words didn't come out at the most convient time, but they came out, it's all that matters. Now im happy, no not a fake happy. Happy. Where nothing can pull me down. Where Nobody can get to me. The simple saying of "What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger." has finally come in to play. I will continue to live, and for once im am positive i will succeed. I've got what matters on my side. Mine. All mine. That which has tested me, i only thank you, I praise you. For you are the weight that kept me down so long. Now im strong and free. I can be anything, i can go anywhere.

Im so internally happy, it should make you fucking sick.