Oct 13, 2005 14:48
Its taken me months, no fuck that, years, to be able to tell you how i feel. I couldnt tell you to your face or even write it. I told you i needed to talk to you, but when the time came never could find the right words. I wanted to let you know you kill me you truly do.You kill me, you like it too. You take my heart rip it open spit in it then when i feel i have nothing left u delicatly sew it back together. So i can i feel enough to love you once more. This on going circle of love hate never stops. It doesnt even slow down half the time. I fear these emotions wont die, they have possibly become easy to deal with, but they have never truly went away. I love you, i cant seem to take this though.