like I told you once...maybe if I sing this song I can let you go
So Chelsey's show was quite a success, if I do say so myself. Its funny, sometimes when I watch her perform I forget that I know her at all, and then I'm just kind of in awe of her. She's a force of nature. We talked about the lyric "I don't know if takes strength to love or strength to lose" and she said "I really don't. Do you?" Its weird, I think, that the line between artist and art as really been drawn in for me. I have totally seperated her in my head from the person that writes these songs. If I didn't I don't think we'd be able to have any sort of normal friendship, I'd be too worried about her. All of my own songs keep coming back to the same thing, no matter what direction I try to steer them in. Its not a rut, its just that I'm trying to use them to find closure on the end of a few different situations and its not working. I was so sure I'd hit it when I said "we're all built on compromise/ and your little betrayals come as no big surprise" but that really hasn't solved anything for me. Maybe it isn't supposed to. In other news, I went to Saint Mary's prom and it was the most awkward night of my life!(Don't worry Janie Jones, I still love you!) In other other news Jordaan is telling me about someone who froze his waterproof microphones to record the sound of ice melting. In other other other news I figured out a setting on my ibanez delay pedal that allows me to overdrive my Marshall with raining echoes. (Fucking power tube distortion mother fuckers! Old School!) I sound like fucking Jimi Hendrix with less soul.