Oh how I burn for you.

[aloneallalong]

I don’t know how she can have so much hatred in her, but she does. She’s never civil towards anyone, why must everything she should love be the things that she hates? She doesn’t hate her books or music, but she hates and hurts the people closest to her. Some say it’s the illness creeping up on her, the scare of death. She knows better. She has let the darkness take over her soul and it’s consuming everything in it’s path. She was tired of being told what to do. Tired of everything and ready for a new life. The problems she faces are many, and sometimes she feels like ducking out and going home, but she knows better. Silent tears form in her eyes, never finding their way down her cheek, but they reside there all the same. Every strand of hair that she lost was another dream that died. Every accusation just as pointless as the next, at this time in her life everything is pointless. There are days when she doesn’t feel like getting out of bed and facing the day, but she knows she is forced to, but anyone that knew her must have known that she needed her freedom needed out. Instead they choose to keep her caged in like a prisoner. Her dreams and wishes grow colder and take different direction with every depressing thought she thinks. This is her world, the world that she created for herself. Now she’s lost in it and can’t get out. Thanks a lot, lady luck.

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In other news, I had company a lot this weekend, it was great, I loved seeing my friends. I miss them so much, so that entertained me. Kriston got me a webcam!<333 It’s awesome.<3

Well, I’m tired.

Happy Valentine's day.

Rainbow Squad for life, y0.



She's always watching, always there. She never sleeps.