karma
man, i when Dustin is mad at me. it tears me apart inside. i feel terrible. like this he dated got online, he told me. she s me and has no reason to. she broke up with him like 5 months ago. nowl like we are all happy and whatever and like i wanted to talk to her, he said no. i was getting all jealous and he said no bc it would make me sad, im like who gives a sh*t. gah! then he got mad and wouldnt IM me and wouldnt anwser the phone. now he's all mad. i guess i was just jealous bc he's mine and she was talking to him. its just that he got definsive of her and i didnt see why. rah! i hat the way i feel though, to know he's going to go to sleep mad me at. i just hope i didnt him off to bad. i feel terrible. i want to cry. i love him so much and i dont want something little to mess that up, but sometimes miscommunication does that. :| ::tears:: anyway. i think im gonna go now. im tired. oh well. im sorry Dustin.
::hugs my deejepoo::
Chas
::hugs my deejepoo::
Chas