i feel like i lost everything when your gone
This life is coming to its bitter end,
its hard to carry on.
When everythings going wrong,
and you dont have a way,
your heart just starts bleeding cold,
when you have noone there.
I miss you, and your love
dont let this be the last time i get to see you smile.
ifs it over, just say it is,
be gone, and i'll tell myself its okay to die.
"dont worry' they say.. but they dont understand,
shes not coming home.
The distance acends,
and i just cant let go,
Of all the times i never said goodbye.
if it'll make it okay
I'll let you tear me into peices,
for all of the worst situations.
I just want it to be the same.
But the words play out,
i know they drag you down,
but i've used all of my strength just to pick you back up.
Dont you remember that time..
when i stayed up all through the night,
trying to keep open my eyes,
so i could watch you sleep?
Kill me with your words,
kill me one last time..
remember you said 'kiss me sweetheart' before you left..
it isint the same..
dont let it be over this time.
My trust is yours..
i'll be yours untill your heart stops,
and even more after that.
if i had 3 wishes, i'd wish them all on you..
yea i'd wish them all on you..
can you say anything at all?
except for goodbye..
i'll just close my eyes..
and wish this all over...
i love you with my life,
and i'll lock my self in this cage
untill...
untill im good enough for you..
I wrote that for you angel..
Blah.. tonight was bad. I hate how i always fuck things up. I honestly dont mean to.. maybe i just try so hard at being a better and god just doesnt want me to be. or maybe i could be a better person if people DONT ALWAYS FUCK WITH ME AND MY FUCKING HEAD. erg. I dont care.. im going to be perfect for her.. even if it means getting locked up on the way, or suffering, or even dieng. i dont care. im saying this now and you all better listen.. i dont wanna hear you shit.. If you have shit to say, say it to my face, and we can handle it ourselves. I'll do whatever it takes to get you the fuck out, so i can be the person i wanna be from now on.
Angel- Im really sorry, i am. Dont feel bad for hurting me, i deserved it. You should have done more than scratch me.. i really did deserve it. but yea.. i love you so much and i cant wait to see you tomorrow<3333
Thanks for everyones help<3 ilu
its hard to carry on.
When everythings going wrong,
and you dont have a way,
your heart just starts bleeding cold,
when you have noone there.
I miss you, and your love
dont let this be the last time i get to see you smile.
ifs it over, just say it is,
be gone, and i'll tell myself its okay to die.
"dont worry' they say.. but they dont understand,
shes not coming home.
The distance acends,
and i just cant let go,
Of all the times i never said goodbye.
if it'll make it okay
I'll let you tear me into peices,
for all of the worst situations.
I just want it to be the same.
But the words play out,
i know they drag you down,
but i've used all of my strength just to pick you back up.
Dont you remember that time..
when i stayed up all through the night,
trying to keep open my eyes,
so i could watch you sleep?
Kill me with your words,
kill me one last time..
remember you said 'kiss me sweetheart' before you left..
it isint the same..
dont let it be over this time.
My trust is yours..
i'll be yours untill your heart stops,
and even more after that.
if i had 3 wishes, i'd wish them all on you..
yea i'd wish them all on you..
can you say anything at all?
except for goodbye..
i'll just close my eyes..
and wish this all over...
i love you with my life,
and i'll lock my self in this cage
untill...
untill im good enough for you..
I wrote that for you angel..
Blah.. tonight was bad. I hate how i always fuck things up. I honestly dont mean to.. maybe i just try so hard at being a better and god just doesnt want me to be. or maybe i could be a better person if people DONT ALWAYS FUCK WITH ME AND MY FUCKING HEAD. erg. I dont care.. im going to be perfect for her.. even if it means getting locked up on the way, or suffering, or even dieng. i dont care. im saying this now and you all better listen.. i dont wanna hear you shit.. If you have shit to say, say it to my face, and we can handle it ourselves. I'll do whatever it takes to get you the fuck out, so i can be the person i wanna be from now on.
Angel- Im really sorry, i am. Dont feel bad for hurting me, i deserved it. You should have done more than scratch me.. i really did deserve it. but yea.. i love you so much and i cant wait to see you tomorrow<3333
Thanks for everyones help<3 ilu