"its that damn DeSales kid in me"
i just want to hear the fuckin ryan cabrera song.
Well its been kinda a ruff week. its only tuesday. I really dont understand why I try to impress people and act way different in front of those who are trying to get to know the real me. You can ask anyone im the craziest most random person [besides my brother] that there is I want you to see the real me, not this girl who is shy. I dont want to be this way at all I hate it. I just want to be me. It hurts me that I cant be the real camille everyone knows. Its not anyone elses fault but mine and my stupidness. But on a better note hopefully things will just get better as we get to know the real eachothers!-Even if we are just friends in the end- Im going to relax and be myself.dont mess with me
hmmm well
this weekend is out christmas show at the Studio. Its gunna be a tight weekend. I cant wait for break so i can just sleep until 4 o'clock in the afternoon like the summer! Drew is coming home! which is awesome cause I cant wait for the present he's bring me back[hahah]
t-minus 10 days until my birthday[the big 1-7] im not satisfied!!
I hope Mary is ok at Starpoint!
comment. give me some advice :)
Well its been kinda a ruff week. its only tuesday. I really dont understand why I try to impress people and act way different in front of those who are trying to get to know the real me. You can ask anyone im the craziest most random person [besides my brother] that there is I want you to see the real me, not this girl who is shy. I dont want to be this way at all I hate it. I just want to be me. It hurts me that I cant be the real camille everyone knows. Its not anyone elses fault but mine and my stupidness. But on a better note hopefully things will just get better as we get to know the real eachothers!-Even if we are just friends in the end- Im going to relax and be myself.dont mess with me
hmmm well
this weekend is out christmas show at the Studio. Its gunna be a tight weekend. I cant wait for break so i can just sleep until 4 o'clock in the afternoon like the summer! Drew is coming home! which is awesome cause I cant wait for the present he's bring me back[hahah]
t-minus 10 days until my birthday[the big 1-7] im not satisfied!!
I hope Mary is ok at Starpoint!
comment. give me some advice :)