i tear my heart open...

[alone_inlove]

lastnight i hung out with wendel, tone, nick, steve, fitz, and gil. lets just say it was an entertaining night.lol. we didnt do much. it was just hilarious considering fitz and gil were drunk off their asses. oh well. today i woke up adn took my grandma to the secretary of state to renew her license, then i went with katie to DQ, the mall, and Kohls. now im home and about to get ready for tonight. im supposed to hang out with fitz, and im supposed to hang out with katie and maybe kristen tonight. i had my grandmas car today, but i have to take it back to her pretty soon. unfortunetly:( i need my own car. bad! and soon! but thats about it..i'll let ya know if anything else exciting happens tonight. just like lastnight. ;)

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open, just to feel.