contains words some might find offensive
Sherya came in and say my phone with 2 girls kissing on it and screamed EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW are you GAYYY (the icon is actually the picture on my phone except it doesnt say lesbian)
I hadn't felt like that in a long time
and this guy came in pissed this morning because he got called a nigger and said all of Indiana is raciest and I was suprised and tried to reassused him it's not like that and he said that because you are WHITE and he might be right... I wouldn't know I haven't had that experince
K even talked to me last night when I was giving her shit about getting a better job that she couldnt find one because she looks like a dyke
and really it's true as much as I want to pretend the world is tolerent its not
She even said paul (her boss) mentions daily that she needs to grow her hair out and Tina his wife wont even speak to her and if Kristin talks to her she walks away or tells her not to talk to her
I want to complain about being more fem and that it's just as a hard but really for the most part it's not. I have the choice of who knows and who doesnt
I hide behind it more than I care to admit (to strangers--my jobs)
NO ONE at my work knows Im gay other than Richard and I make sure it stays that way
I'm actually really close to Sherya and thats why it's so hurtful even after she said that I told her I wasnt (I need this job for now)
I so hate that I don't want to be that person
but I feel like all I can ever do is get by so thats what I contine to do
I can be fired or not hired for being gay and I have
I hadn't felt like that in a long time
and this guy came in pissed this morning because he got called a nigger and said all of Indiana is raciest and I was suprised and tried to reassused him it's not like that and he said that because you are WHITE and he might be right... I wouldn't know I haven't had that experince
K even talked to me last night when I was giving her shit about getting a better job that she couldnt find one because she looks like a dyke
and really it's true as much as I want to pretend the world is tolerent its not
She even said paul (her boss) mentions daily that she needs to grow her hair out and Tina his wife wont even speak to her and if Kristin talks to her she walks away or tells her not to talk to her
I want to complain about being more fem and that it's just as a hard but really for the most part it's not. I have the choice of who knows and who doesnt
I hide behind it more than I care to admit (to strangers--my jobs)
NO ONE at my work knows Im gay other than Richard and I make sure it stays that way
I'm actually really close to Sherya and thats why it's so hurtful even after she said that I told her I wasnt (I need this job for now)
I so hate that I don't want to be that person
but I feel like all I can ever do is get by so thats what I contine to do
I can be fired or not hired for being gay and I have