My things
All my cleaning contracts are overdue and i'm letting everyone down, I need to email *everyone*, I've got no money, and I'm starting at uni soonsoon. Everyone has been so nice and supportive, and I want to thank everyone for the whip round and for saying nice things to me, and especially Maddie has been so good to me, but since I got back the only people i've seen are Poggs and Robin and I don't want to seem ungrateful for everyone but all I want to do is lie in the foetal postion on my bed watching children's movies and obsessing about how I should be with mum.
I should get up and have a shower and go clean everyone's houses and I should go and speak to the benefits office, and sort out my uni stuff and call that guy from hackspace and we need to go do syn's place. And there's lots of things to do at mum's, and we need to sort out what we're doing with the cats and with the house, and we need to sell everything, and I've got loads of stuff that I want to get rid of as well, because my life is too full and I think I should have fewer things. But i've got no reason to be stressed, becuase all i'm doing is lying on my bed in the foetal position and watching children's movies. Also, I need to get some excersize and eat fruit and vegetables and stop smoking. And pick up my prescription from Boots in Oxford circus. And go to the dentist.
Also, I have to fill out the form for that guy so we can donate mum's brain, and the form that goes with it for the post mortem which I don't really understand, and we need to find out when we'll get the bits that are left after the donation back, and decide whether we're going to cremate and then work out where we should go for that, then sort out some kind of service for the religious folk in the village, and then sort out a plot at Epping for the rest of us, and find someone to take both services, and somewhere to hold the wake and buy some fireworks.
Anyway, the point is, thank you for all being amazing while I've been away. I am now back in London for a bit, but I really feel like I should be there. Mum is unconsious and unresponsive, and I'm tired and sad and my brain is full.
You guys had a whip round for me. You're lovely.
Maddie sent me presents from Amazon and lots of people have said nice things to me and Elin came round to look after Bibbett while Poggs was away and Poggs is being very understanding about me not really being around to look after the place and that I might not be able to pay my rent next month (btw poggs, I might not be able to pay my rent next month) and Robin missed his dance class to hang out with me on Monday night, and bought me takeout and got me drunk. You are all lovely too. And Red kept coming to birmingham to rescue me and made me stay in swish hotels and has been generally awesome.
I'm sorry if you're waiting for me to come round to clean your flat, or for me to turn up to a social thing, or something. I can't come to work because I'm lying in the foetal position on my bed.
I should get up and have a shower and go clean everyone's houses and I should go and speak to the benefits office, and sort out my uni stuff and call that guy from hackspace and we need to go do syn's place. And there's lots of things to do at mum's, and we need to sort out what we're doing with the cats and with the house, and we need to sell everything, and I've got loads of stuff that I want to get rid of as well, because my life is too full and I think I should have fewer things. But i've got no reason to be stressed, becuase all i'm doing is lying on my bed in the foetal position and watching children's movies. Also, I need to get some excersize and eat fruit and vegetables and stop smoking. And pick up my prescription from Boots in Oxford circus. And go to the dentist.
Also, I have to fill out the form for that guy so we can donate mum's brain, and the form that goes with it for the post mortem which I don't really understand, and we need to find out when we'll get the bits that are left after the donation back, and decide whether we're going to cremate and then work out where we should go for that, then sort out some kind of service for the religious folk in the village, and then sort out a plot at Epping for the rest of us, and find someone to take both services, and somewhere to hold the wake and buy some fireworks.
Anyway, the point is, thank you for all being amazing while I've been away. I am now back in London for a bit, but I really feel like I should be there. Mum is unconsious and unresponsive, and I'm tired and sad and my brain is full.
You guys had a whip round for me. You're lovely.
Maddie sent me presents from Amazon and lots of people have said nice things to me and Elin came round to look after Bibbett while Poggs was away and Poggs is being very understanding about me not really being around to look after the place and that I might not be able to pay my rent next month (btw poggs, I might not be able to pay my rent next month) and Robin missed his dance class to hang out with me on Monday night, and bought me takeout and got me drunk. You are all lovely too. And Red kept coming to birmingham to rescue me and made me stay in swish hotels and has been generally awesome.
I'm sorry if you're waiting for me to come round to clean your flat, or for me to turn up to a social thing, or something. I can't come to work because I'm lying in the foetal position on my bed.