Some things
Have been neglecting my LJ and the new blog (and my friends and my school work and my mother) for the last few weeks. Just haven't felt like being a person really. Have been depressed, but sort of didn't notice so just been getting on with it really.
Last day at jobplace tomorrow, then there will be time, oh there will be time.
I intend to:
- Do a lot of revision, then pass my Chemistry exam
- Read some books
- Do some voluntary work at the homeless shelter that just opened in Holloway, or for the NHS, depending on who gets back to me soonest
- Paint things
- See mum
- Sort my shit out
- Restart operation Stop Being All Wobbly in preparation for Secret Garden Party
- Get some more cleaning work
- Look into signing on
- Sort out applying for NHS bursary, student loans, grants, student current accounts, and generally make a nuisance of myself with my hat in my hand until someone gives me money to be a student with.
- Decide what to study till Sep. Thinking that some anatomy might be useful. Or biochemistry (yawn). If anyone has any relevant books and things, that would be awesome...
- Go to the pub and see you guys.
My mum is amazing and says she will pay my fees. That's a big load off my mind, but having spoken to some current students on the course, working isn't going to be an option in my fisrt year so I will need to find fags and baked beans money from somewhere.
Possibly after the end of the month (they're paying me until the end of my month's notice) I will try to get proper paid employment again, but since I've only got till 22nd September and I don't lie, I'm not holding my breath that anyone will want me. I've applied for a good sized handful of temp jobs and heard nothing back. Blah.
Have decided that I will keep my expensive gym membership until the very last minute, then sign up at the council-run place when I heave a student card. Budget depending, obviously. There is a gym in the Uni, but i'm scared of working out with people I know.
Today, I have nothing to do, so I am making little origami people that I found on the internet. C'est la vie