I Feel Weird.....I dunno...

[alohaparadise04]

I dont know whats wrong with me right now. I KNOW that I love Kevin and want to be with him always and yea... i can say that...i want to be with him always. But this journal isnt about Kevin...OMG right? haha...Well there is this "guy" lol....I wont say names and how I know him but lets just call him, him lol. I really think of him as a great friend because I can talk with him and laugh and be myself and thats so important cuz i feel like i cant be myself infront of a lot of people but i can with him and thats great. He was talking about a girl and how much he loves her and stuff like that and i felt so weird and jealous....and i dont know why really. I kinda think i feel like that cuz of that happened last year with Dan and Ellen but i dont know. Im scared I wont have him as a friend anymore and i really dont want that to happen. Some may think im being dumb and getting attached cuz thats what i do lol...but im not. Deep down i feel like we wont be friends for long....I feel like ive lost him and its only been a day. I guess im telling all of you this cuz i wanna kno what you think. I KNOW Sarah will let me know hahaha.......*I LOVE YOUR FAT PUGS!!!!*HAHAHA...but anyway If your gonna write shit like I dont love Kevin cuz i feel this way about "him"..dont even bother writing cuz i dont wanna hear it. I Love Kevin with all of my heart and soul and people just dont get it.

And everyone needs to stop telling me what I should do with MY relationship...If i dont ask....dont say shit cuz it pisses me off......got it??...thanks

DONT FORGET TO COMMENT!!!!!HAHAHA....

Kevin I know ur reading this so.... I LOVE YOU!!! :-D *KiSsEs* .....Babe, you bring out the dork in me! LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!