Singing the Song of Smitten Songs
So I am inclined to inquire a severe act of Tracie-ing.
That's all there is to it. This is getting ridiculous. He was right, we were wrong. I'm not going to try when you aren't. It's not like I needed it anyways. I have more, new, better. I am going to embrace my final years of high school expierence instead of being someone that I have a few years to catch up with. Instead of trying to impress people when I have plenty that already surround me that already are impressed, that love me, and that are better for me. I don't want to turn into a few un-named persons. I was just too busy before to noticed how blessed I was with them. I believe that you act the way you do because you have no other alternative and that you have no other people to turn to and you are so eager to be like them, to be one of them that you haven't given your REAL self a chance. Take a breath, calm down. It's your decision ultimately, but all I know is if this is kept up there are going to be some severe consequences, not from me though.
Funny how people have comments about the immaturity of High school or the dramatics of it, when in actuallity all of this is caused by the person that says it the most. High school is what you make of it. Your final years, between being an adult and being a child, before your parents let go, before you have full responsibility dropped on your shoulders to be forever carried. Yes, after High school is going to rock some major socks but why put yourself in a position where you have to act beyond your actual years? I don't understand. I know, this is me being a hipocrite but not anymore. I'm done with that.
This year should be a fun one. It's been so freaking fantastic so far. I didn't think it would be possible but I am EXTREMELY content without my past habits and other things *no eedee, not reading, although I haven't that either in like...2-3 wks*. Anywho I am practically a new person. I am very suprised in the changes I've made, and for the better that is.
Homecoming is coming, I hope that I get to go with who I want to! And Curtis it's ok! We were just backups anyways! And I still love you! and I COMPLETELY understand, she can do things for you that I can't, considering I'm your best friend and now that would be weird!
<3Josh, sigh....Josh. =D. Just wow...everything is fantastic and he's so great to me and I'm so happy with him! We have our moments, I know, but most of our time is filled with that stuff that makes other people nausous. I love it. It's finally my turn, and I couldn't be happier. I really didn't expect any of this from him and now everything, I don't know but I wouldn't trade it in for anything!<3
Oh yeah, Swimming is freaking amazing I am kicking some serious @$$ this year. I'm really suprised with myself. This REALLY is going to be an AWESOME year! Bad part though, first meet is on the 15, which is the night of the homecomeing game...tear Oh well! I'll make it in time for the 2nd half
Double OH YEAH! I love danee! She is my favorite...DANEE! <3 penguin! lol