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Nov 29, 2008 22:40

I can't understand the mood I'm in. I feel like I just dove head first into the past and got caught between the snarls of lost memories... along with those that I never owned, nor ever wished to. I'm not sure if I'm hurting, or just uncomfortable. It's very hard to think right now. All I know is that I'm sad. It just seems like there are a lot of parallels between us, and I'm not sure what that means. Was it the folly of youth or actual incompatibilities that broke our ties. Not that it matters, but it just makes me wonder.

And it's hard to wonder when your head doesn't want to think.

Happy Thanksgiving everybody. The break was nice, but I'm afraid I won't see anybody before I leave. It's kind of sad. I feel like I owe it to my family, since I stopped coming home on weekends. It's funny, over the past year I've begun to prioritize my time with my family at the top of the list when I come home...

I'm not sure why it's funny. It made me laugh. I guess I would have inserted a comment like "exactly how dad wants," but that's not really the reason. Or maybe it is. I'm confused.

That's a really bad way of going about saying I miss everybody.

I miss you guys! =]
Sorry I haven't seen you.
Winter break, for sure.

It's hard to believe finals are in a week. I'm just confused. So much to do. This quarter seemed to be so long... but I don't think I got anything done. I managed to skate by somehow, except in Ochem. I swear there's no skating in that. I guess I'm just gonna have to be even more secluded that before and just go crazy on dat ochem-shizz. Gross.

I'm not really sure why I'm telling you all this. I think I'm a little lonely with all of you.

Good night<3
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