Sep 23, 2005 10:51
so today is one of many days i have to live through and be strong.
i drive to yakima with my dad to visit my grandpa who has cancer, that i cant call grandpa cause hes a stranger to me. and pretty much to my dad too.
this is going to be so sad. i hate pain. in any form.
all my family is going to be depressed, and im going to burst, because my heart is too big sometimes. and its just going to explode in sympathy.
ive been going through shit. dont worry about it. its all the deadly process of growing up.
you know its time we grow old and do some shit.