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[aloha_sunrise]

i hate myself.
dont ask.

hopefully i get to see alex at bumbershoot on saturday.
maybe ill get to go on tour with minus the bear.
that sure would lift my spirits.

why am i in this stupid fucking repeative circle of desruction.
i dont cause myself anything but dammage.
and thats all going to change.

its about time i change my ways.