Once again, I am saved by the hair of my chinny chin chin. Up until last night, I was not sure if I would make it.
Part of me is very thankful I made it thru another month. Another part of me feels it so very very odd that I am not more freaked out.
My mood is mellow. Copacetic, in fact.
I accept the fact that my freaking out does absolutely no good. But to remain copacetic is damn strange.
On Tuesday night I made $47. I needed $20 to have enough $$ (once my social security check comes on Aug 3) to pay my rent. Today I went to Energy to arrange for a bill extension. It was due a few days ago. Now my electric bill is due on August 21.
I even have enough cash on hand to buy a few days worth of food.
No $$ to replenish supplements. No $$ to go to Whole Foods. Today is the last day I will be eating my pistachio nuts + coconut oil treat for the foreseeable future.
But I survived another month!