Aug 24, 2005 22:04
i turn 18 in less than a month, and i feel less like a man than i did a year ago. this is my last year of highschool, and i'm not even with my friends that i thought i would have in my last year.
this is fine though. God is bigger than all of my little inconveniences. and closer than any friends i could ever hope to have.
i've just reaslized how much i have changed. it was all to impress or conform to a social group. i always do that. why? why can't i just be me in the purest sense? i should be just me.