`..Pefect is you and me, Perfect is what you're too blind to see..*
Hey. Well my computer is broken so thats why I havent updated in a while.. Pelly keeps sending me mixed signals. Wednesday I went to Kents and he told me he missed me and that he thinks about me all the time and we had a good talk and he kissed me :) and stuff.. Then Saturday we worked together and he was all flirty and stuff but it was different.. sometimes he seems like he really misses me and could want us back together and then other times he just wants to kiss and shit.. which no i dont really have a problem with it but it just sucks because what I really want is for us to be back together..
I miss him more than anything right now.. and thinking that its almost been a month since he broke up with me (September 11th) it just seems like so long. grr.. I miss him and I miss us.. hes being a shit head.. and even his aunt that also works with me said that he was so happy when we were together and now hes miserable.. so i dont know why hes doing this to me, or to himself.. either way it sucks wicked bad. and I miss everything!! I hope that he will soon smarten up and realize how perfect we were and how perfect we could be again.. I've been in love with him for a year now and I finally got what I wanted and we were together for a few months and now its back to missing him and feeling like shit.. I cant go through this again.. I just want everything how it was, how it should be!
`..You can't always go back
and make a brand new start,
but you can always start from now
and make a brand new ending..*
-> I don't want a n y o n e else to get the chance to realize how a m a z i n g you are <- *
Before I met you- I never knew what it was like
too look at someone and smile for
-> n0 reAson <-
I never knew I'd need to hear someone's voice
to have a good day
I never knew I'd need someone's smile
to know everythings ok
I never knew I'd need anyone as much as I need you
. . . i love you <3
I miss him more than anything right now.. and thinking that its almost been a month since he broke up with me (September 11th) it just seems like so long. grr.. I miss him and I miss us.. hes being a shit head.. and even his aunt that also works with me said that he was so happy when we were together and now hes miserable.. so i dont know why hes doing this to me, or to himself.. either way it sucks wicked bad. and I miss everything!! I hope that he will soon smarten up and realize how perfect we were and how perfect we could be again.. I've been in love with him for a year now and I finally got what I wanted and we were together for a few months and now its back to missing him and feeling like shit.. I cant go through this again.. I just want everything how it was, how it should be!
`..You can't always go back
and make a brand new start,
but you can always start from now
and make a brand new ending..*
-> I don't want a n y o n e else to get the chance to realize how a m a z i n g you are <- *
Before I met you- I never knew what it was like
too look at someone and smile for
-> n0 reAson <-
I never knew I'd need to hear someone's voice
to have a good day
I never knew I'd need someone's smile
to know everythings ok
I never knew I'd need anyone as much as I need you
. . . i love you <3