We were out on a date in my daddy's car, we hadn't driven very far...
Hmmmm...
I was really happy so I didn't bother to write this in here before, but I am now. My mom is a big gay fag. I'm s0o0o0o0o mad at her right now! I called her Saturday and I could tell that she was drinking... and now I havent heard from her since then. I'm so mad. This sucks. Why the fuck does she keep doing this?!?!
I dunno. I guess I'm just stupid for believing her every time she says she's gonna get better, because every single fucking time it's been a lie, and I end up being even more hurt then before...
It's like when she messes up we don't only lose her, we lose Keeve too. In January it will be one year since he was taken away... They put kid up for adoption now after they've been gone out of their homes for a year... I don't know what I'm gunna do if he gets put up for adoption... that will mean I won't see him like ever again... I'll never ever ever be able to forgive my mom if she lets that happen...
I dont know what to do...
I was really happy so I didn't bother to write this in here before, but I am now. My mom is a big gay fag. I'm s0o0o0o0o mad at her right now! I called her Saturday and I could tell that she was drinking... and now I havent heard from her since then. I'm so mad. This sucks. Why the fuck does she keep doing this?!?!
I dunno. I guess I'm just stupid for believing her every time she says she's gonna get better, because every single fucking time it's been a lie, and I end up being even more hurt then before...
It's like when she messes up we don't only lose her, we lose Keeve too. In January it will be one year since he was taken away... They put kid up for adoption now after they've been gone out of their homes for a year... I don't know what I'm gunna do if he gets put up for adoption... that will mean I won't see him like ever again... I'll never ever ever be able to forgive my mom if she lets that happen...
I dont know what to do...