But silence gets us nowhere, gets us nowhere way too fast...
Hey it's me. I just got back from my grammies. I wasn't there for long... only from like 5:30 yesterday until 1:30 today.
I stopped by Kent's on the way home.
1) To see if my schedule was done
2) To get food
3) Because he was working.
... Yeah I know I'm a stalker ...
He worked last night and I saw him when he got there at 4. It's weird b/c when I like someone and see them I don't talk to them that much cuz I'm nervous... so I kind of pretend they're not there... yeah I know that's not a good thing lol... I won't be that way at the party...(I hope)
Ashley gave me directions to her house too. I hope the party is fun. It will be...
So I'm working on Tuesday at 4 and then she thinks I'll be working on Saturday and Sunday. Hopefully he'll be working at least one of those days. *Crosses Fingers*
I just want everything to work out b/c I want this to happen really bad. I know that I need to stop being cold when I see him but I'm like that cuz I do (believe it or not) get very shy at first around guys I like... But I do know that I like him, so I just hope that it happens I guess...
Okay I love this song and I can relate to it a lot, so here are the lyrics...
Artist : Staind
Song : Outside
Album : Break The Cycle
And you can bring me to my knees...Again
All the times when I could beg you please....In vain
All the times that I felt insecure....For you
And I leave my burdens at the door
But I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like gray
I can see through you
See to the real you
All the times that I felt like this won't end
Its for you
And I taste what I could never have
It was from you
All the times that I've cried
My intentions, full of pride
But I waste more time than anyone
But I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
All the times that I've cried
All this wasted, it's all inside
And I feel, all this pain
Stuffed it down, it's back again
And I lie, here in bed
All alone, I can't mend
But I feel, tomorrow will be okay
But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
I stopped by Kent's on the way home.
1) To see if my schedule was done
2) To get food
3) Because he was working.
... Yeah I know I'm a stalker ...
He worked last night and I saw him when he got there at 4. It's weird b/c when I like someone and see them I don't talk to them that much cuz I'm nervous... so I kind of pretend they're not there... yeah I know that's not a good thing lol... I won't be that way at the party...(I hope)
Ashley gave me directions to her house too. I hope the party is fun. It will be...
So I'm working on Tuesday at 4 and then she thinks I'll be working on Saturday and Sunday. Hopefully he'll be working at least one of those days. *Crosses Fingers*
I just want everything to work out b/c I want this to happen really bad. I know that I need to stop being cold when I see him but I'm like that cuz I do (believe it or not) get very shy at first around guys I like... But I do know that I like him, so I just hope that it happens I guess...
Okay I love this song and I can relate to it a lot, so here are the lyrics...
Artist : Staind
Song : Outside
Album : Break The Cycle
And you can bring me to my knees...Again
All the times when I could beg you please....In vain
All the times that I felt insecure....For you
And I leave my burdens at the door
But I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like gray
I can see through you
See to the real you
All the times that I felt like this won't end
Its for you
And I taste what I could never have
It was from you
All the times that I've cried
My intentions, full of pride
But I waste more time than anyone
But I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
All the times that I've cried
All this wasted, it's all inside
And I feel, all this pain
Stuffed it down, it's back again
And I lie, here in bed
All alone, I can't mend
But I feel, tomorrow will be okay
But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you